HOAH!

I never thought that my life will be as sick as wounds, bitter as coffee, hard as iron,. But now, it was happened. I'm lost. I'm losing all my life. That I call family. I don't know why its all happened to my life. I still can breath but so hard. I still can smile, but so fake. I still can laugh but it so painful. I hide my tears sometimes. Everytime my heart screaming but i can't speak. I'm quiet doesn't mean I do nt care at all. I'm just can't believe it was happened. Please i want to go back to the place when we spent together, when all the togetherness was with our love:")