midnight

Hello readers! You know what? Haha isn't really important to share but I'll tell you that I have too much slept today so maybe i'll be up all night.
This is not my first time. Waking up in the middle night is my favorite part of life. When the other people get their sleep but I'm just like shining in my own room, listening music, singing like an idiot, reading, blogging, and stalking maybe haha but always end up doing nothing and start to over think everything. Oh I totally hate it. But life is just life. Sometimes you have to think deeply moreover about yourself just to introspection what you've done. Life isn't always about a good side but a bad one as a complement. We are all human, we are all perfectly imperfect. Yes, we are.
But hey wait, are you trying to scare me with your noisy sound because this is midnight already? *talk with no one* ghosssstttt hahahaha
Superstitious? it's something that I'm not. Seriously I never believe in such thing called ghost, so since I don't believe their existence I never been afraid of them. Then again, okay just say that they do exist, what to scare about? from what I heard they can't touch you, they can't even speak to you. So? but no more argue, they can believe whatever they want to believe and so I am. And so maybe, the fact that I don't get scared by ghost.
Human, it's the answer if someone ask me what do I scare the most. For me human are the scariest creature God ever made. Because you will never know what their capable of, sometimes it's beyond your thoughts. You can never tell a human heart, you never ever gonna find out what they have in mind. Sometimes I wish I can read minds, but then again, I probably gonna be too scare to use it. Sometimes is better when you know nothing. I probably having some issue, I can't watch my mouth! I always telling what inside my mind. It's just come out. Mom always warn me about this, she said there's something to be said, and some are not. If there's a machine in human mind to filters that, well maybe mine is broken. I just can't help it. I'll say it to your face if I don't like you and vice versa I'll tell you I love you if I do like you. I can't pretend to like something that I'm not, for me another people ability to do that is something scary! How they do it is a big mystery for me. You see, you never like when someone lies to you right? it hurts your feeling, now tell me how am I supposed to lie to myself? That both weird and feels not right. My mom also told me that is something I must work on to survive in social world, yeah I'll try. The best I can do is only shut my mouth up. So this is me, like it or not. You might like it and you might not, there's nothing I can do about it.
Aaaaaaaakkk!! Such a long-random post right? Okay I think enough for today. Good night, everyone.